♥ 
我曾经为你努力过。
看到你开心，足够了。

Time flies really fast, it's like a blink of an eye, a year is gonna be over, and all of us would be a year older and some people leave us, going their different ways.
Dedications going your way people! :D
I dont want the year to end, somehow. I think I will miss seniorszxszx and o. :( No more bullying of Huifun during training alrdy! D: and Xinyan's lame jokes. H's arch and flop! Look-alilkes? O: haha.  

Last week was boredness and I think the whole cohord were pissed off with the principal that dayy. Malacca trip is cancelled and they make us go to some geylang place haha, everybody was so sad :( And I swear the peoplez were all calling their parents to tell them that O: Prank call the school man. I'm so saddeddddd, it is supposed to be special bonding for us before leaving everyone for the next year. Too bad, no rights, no?

I want to go to the zoo, anyone? :)
No more Sentosa with R :(

[	Tags	|	whirl of emotions	]
[	Current Mood	|	drunk	]

I sit here and think and there's this whirl of emotions going through me, I have no idea how to deal with it.
The year is ending soon and so much things happened during the last two years, I sit here thinking - why did I make my life so much full of regrets, why wasn't I happy, why was I happy, why someone's actions can affect me so much, why, there's so many questions yet who will provide me with the answers. All those problems, I have been searching everywhere to get answers. I know life have so much more than this, than the live I'm leading right now, maybe things isn't that complicated, maybe looking at things from a different perspective will make things much easier, it's all within our heart. Then again, how many of us can control our heart. Okay, maybe there's a handful of you out there that can, but definitely, I have not learn how to. So much of expectations, the world. We tried all out to reach for our expectations but when we failed to meet them, it's like the whole world is crashing onto us. It's hard to keep up, sometimes it's just so tiring and when everything falls apart, you just feel like giving up, the target, everything that you set for yourself. And then you realised even the slightest motivation is gone. Like how every parents wishes their child to excel in everything, yet he/she fails to do that, like how sometimes we expect friends to be there, having someone to talk to, someone to leans on yet they chose to walk away. So much of expectations.

Sometimes we fall into a pit that it's almost impossible to get out. And no matter how hard we try to pull ourselves out from there, the next thing we knew is that we are falling deeper and deeper into it. Somehow we just lost our way and then we find ourselves wondering, questioning, do we try harder or just take a easier route and give up? What if I do this and that happen. Life is just so uncertain, but that's what make it interesting and challenging in a way, no?

Anyway I really really want to pass math!
You can do it?
You can :D

there's this person I wna thank. Thank you for always being there, much love.
And the panadol in the morning, I totally died in paper 1, but it's okay, paper2! :D
But wait, I think I screwed up all papers.

Because I chose to live in denial.